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June 10, 2026 · 1,079 words

Philosophy

Dear Ancestor, Explain Yourself

A formal complaint regarding civilization.

March 28, 2026 · 894 words

Faith

I Was Invited Twice

On asking God for the one thing you stopped asking anyone else for

February 25, 2026 · 670 words

Motherhood

Single Motherhood Is Mostly Administrative

No lessons, just survival and missing shoes.

February 24, 2026 · 743 words

Philosophy

Closure Is a Nervous System Event

Why understanding doesn’t end anything

February 4, 2026 · 693 words

Travel

The Light That Traveled Billions of Years to Die in My Eyes

“Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder” explained through physics

January 20, 2026 · 786 words

God

The Universe Is Indifferent

Ranting of a lover of astrophysics, reading books that are flying above her understanding.

January 15, 2026 · 555 words

Love

I Was Addicted to Being Needed

On mistaking usefulness for love

January 6, 2026 · 889 words

God

Free Will Is a Lot Like Chess (And I’m Bad at Both).

On choice, constraint, and why some moves can’t be taken back.

December 23, 2025 · 689 words

God

A Letter to My Ancestors

I Have Issues and It’s Your Fault.

December 13, 2025 · 780 words

Faith

I Keep a Knife Under My Mattress

Not an article for spirituality influencers.

December 4, 2025 · 1,168 words

Love

Premature Enlightenment: A Philosophy of Unhinged Decisions

A field guide to waking up, choosing yourself, and not going to jail.

November 21, 2025 · 650 words

God

It’s Meaning Enough

A gentle reminder that the moment we ask, we already know.

November 20, 2025 · 1,034 words

Philosophy

Bedtime Story

A scientifically accurate breakdown of why your “random” life is actually just physics showing off, hopefully will make you go to sleep.

November 18, 2025 · 1,077 words

God

The Lahab Within

Pride doesn’t shout; it flickers! in brilliance, in envy, in the quiet moments we forget to bow.

November 12, 2025 · 871 words

Love

To the Men Who Wanted to Fix Me

Keep your advice, your ego, and your finger, I know where you can put them

November 7, 2025 · 872 words

God

The Reward Is Not at the End

God is with those who are patient

November 6, 2025 · 780 words

Love

God Tried to Fix My Sister. Then He Gave Up

A love letter to the most chaotic, radiant, impossible woman I know.

October 22, 2025 · 552 words

Grief

Everything I’ve Ever Lost Is Still Somewhere, Existing Without Me

A meditation on loss, matter, and the divine recycling of everything

October 16, 2025 · 961 words

Dreams

Universal Consciousness, Explained Badly (But Honestly)

Symbols don’t sit quietly in dictionaries. They float like waves until we look at them, collapsing into fear, healing, or divinity.

October 14, 2025 · 890 words

God

Entropy, Served with Kachori

Delhi, the cosmos, and the holy pauses hidden inside the noise

October 13, 2025 · 712 words

God

The Universe Has Boundary Issues

I dated her once. She called it divine timing; I call it emotional negligence.

October 13, 2025 · 802 words

Mental Health

How to Survive a Spiritual Awakening Without Becoming Insufferable

Lessons from My Third Eye, Now Available in HD

October 13, 2025 · 705 words

Love

Oh, You, the Wrapped One

When you are called from your hiding.

October 10, 2025 · 563 words

Faith

God, I Keep Losing You in the Noise

A prayer from a believer who’s too tired to be good, too human to stop reaching for God anyway.

October 9, 2025 · 516 words

Philosophy

Myself

A reflection on the I that reads, feels, and observes.

October 7, 2025 · 154 words

Faith

It’s Complicated (With God)

Dude’s a Red Flag

October 5, 2025 · 965 words

God

The Male Anatomy at 3 a.m.

Insomnia doesn’t let me forget that every part of a man is both invitation and denial.

October 2, 2025 · 839 words

God

PTSD Disguised as Scripture

On how trauma is retold until it becomes prophecy, and why survival has always needed stories.

September 26, 2025 · 893 words

Motherhood

The Woman Not Called Durga

A goddess is not always carved in stone. Sometimes she is a widow with eight children and ten invisible arms.

September 21, 2025 · 800 words

Travel

The Geometry of Madness

Why Delhi’s railway station, like the Nazca lines, proves chaos is just precision we can’t yet understand.

September 5, 2025 · 830 words

Love

The Object Decides How It Reveals Itself

Some objects refuse to tell you what they are. They wait until the right moment to show themselves.

September 3, 2025 · 603 words

Love

God, Take My Imagination and Burn It — Finally

The first time in history, Romeo and Juliet lived happily ever after. Separately. The only thing that died was their love. Here’s Part 1…

August 29, 2025 · 845 words

Philosophy

Affirmations

Motivational Band-Aids slapped on bullet wounds, or the play I rehearse every morning.

August 28, 2025 · 507 words

Dreams

The Book I’ll Never Read

A lost novel written in my sleep, stolen by pills, guarded by a cat, and preserved only in another universe.

August 25, 2025 · 1,373 words

Love

How We Staged a Love Story in Maths Tuition

Maths: zero. Gossip algebra: full marks.

August 19, 2025 · 521 words

Humor

When Life is a Joke, Add Your Own Punchline

Not everything is survived with candles and breathing exercises. Sometimes you just need to tape stamps to a broken window and laugh

August 17, 2025 · 763 words

Dreams

JD on the Rocks, LIIT in a Coke Bottle

I almost made it into a Netflix true-crime doc, but at least I found freedom from my own ghosts.

August 14, 2025 · 906 words

Motherhood

Every Balcony Under My Moon

I’ve had more balconies than I’ve had support, and they’ve been far more reliable.

August 6, 2025 · 658 words

Family

Engaged to a JPEG: My Big Fat Nowhere Engagement

A solo engagement, a man with zero presence, and a whole family pretending it was normal.

August 3, 2025 · 673 words

God

Egyptian Cotton, Vikings Tragedy

How I bled through five-star linen, broke a glass, drank betrayal, and laughed like trauma owed me rent.

August 1, 2025 · 980 words

Motherhood

Seven Idiots, One PTM, and Zero Regrets

G7! Not a global summit, but seven kids skipping PTMs, stacking Coke straws, and forming the most underperforming yet unforgettable gang .

August 1, 2025 · 480 words

God

Thoughts from a Very Ordinary Day

Mercury retrograde. Murphy’s law. Me.

July 26, 2025 · 582 words

Philosophy

Victoria’s Secret, Vengeance, and a Very Lucky Man

Talk to me if we can make a Netflix series.

July 24, 2025 · 1,061 words

Divorce

A Eulogy for My Overthinking Friend

If you’ve ever judged someone’s behavior without wondering what their brain might be battling, pause.

July 21, 2025 · 444 words

God

The Voice in My Head I Call “It”

We all have a second brain. No, not the one below the pelvis. The other one.

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