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May 2, 2026 · 1,035 words
GriefGod Knows Where I Lost My TV Remote
It was somewhere between having a plan and quietly opting out of it
May 1, 2026 · 1,255 words
GriefWe Marked the Door Before We Mourned the Dead
The second wave, a sealed corridor, and how grief learned to stay inside
April 30, 2026 · 938 words
PhilosophyI Suspect I’m a Quantum System (Mostly Collapsing Into Disappointment)
I exist in infinite potential until observed, at which point I become… this
April 8, 2026 · 1,104 words
MotherhoodI Became My Mother at 4AM
No one prepares you for the kind of life that settles in quietly
March 26, 2026 · 775 words
FaithPhysics Needed Proof to Believe in Entanglement
People never waited for proof to believe in love
February 20, 2026 · 1,222 words
LoveFebruary Is the Only Month That Doesn’t Ask Me to Fix My Life
A month of exams, first love, first loss, first job and the strange warmth that makes all of it return every year.
February 9, 2026 · 495 words
PhilosophyYou Didn’t Lose Meaning
It interacted with adulthood and never recovered.
February 4, 2026 · 1,097 words
PhilosophyPost-Expectation Delirium
When Meaning Doesn’t Arrive
January 20, 2026 · 897 words
GriefHigh-Functioning Grief is the Loneliest Kind
Why we were never meant to mourn while being productive
January 20, 2026 · 786 words
GodThe Universe Is Indifferent
Ranting of a lover of astrophysics, reading books that are flying above her understanding.
January 19, 2026 · 790 words
PhilosophyThe Most Violent Thing You Did Was Act Normal After
A letter to the person no one noticed
January 9, 2026 · 551 words
PhilosophyThe Other Side of You
A letter to the lost you.
January 6, 2026 · 855 words
FaithTerminal Lucidity
Moments when clarity arrives just before we let go
January 6, 2026 · 889 words
GodFree Will Is a Lot Like Chess (And I’m Bad at Both).
On choice, constraint, and why some moves can’t be taken back.
January 2, 2026 · 641 words
LoveLaila Majnu
Are you willing to read the story again?
December 12, 2025 · 588 words
TravelMy Issue With Ghosts
Entities with unlimited powers and zero output.
November 26, 2025 · 1,274 words
Mental HealthThe Ghosts We Inherited
Understanding the science behind our suffering and why Indians need to talk about mental health like it’s human, not haunted.
November 26, 2025 · 1,334 words
Mental HealthMy Trauma with the Kitchen
The science behind fear and the memories that still live in the body.
November 21, 2025 · 646 words
CatsThe Tick in My Ceiling Fan
A tiny noise kept me awake for years.
November 19, 2025 · 922 words
LovePompeii, and the Version of Me That Stayed Behind
When life moves on, but a part of you remains frozen in the moment everything changed.
November 18, 2025 · 1,077 words
GodThe Lahab Within
Pride doesn’t shout; it flickers! in brilliance, in envy, in the quiet moments we forget to bow.
November 16, 2025 · 802 words
MotherhoodMy First Ever Kissing Scene
Brought to me by stealing cable and a few unfortunate moments from my innocent life.
November 8, 2025 · 589 words
FamilyThe Perks of Broken Things
On forgotten drawers, cracked cups, and the quiet beauty of being left alone.
November 7, 2025 · 872 words
GodThe Reward Is Not at the End
God is with those who are patient
November 5, 2025 · 780 words
LoveA Letter to the Man Standing on the Edge
For the nights when you can’t love life, but can still wait with it.
November 5, 2025 · 585 words
LoveThe Rings Beneath Our Skin
Growth doesn’t mean forgetting, it means becoming.
October 30, 2025 · 482 words
LoveTo the Mist Over the Rice Farm
Learning how to dissolve without disappearing.
October 30, 2025 · 700 words
DreamsHow Fishes Learnt to Fly
A modern myth about who’s allowed to breathe.
October 22, 2025 · 552 words
GriefEverything I’ve Ever Lost Is Still Somewhere, Existing Without Me
A meditation on loss, matter, and the divine recycling of everything
October 18, 2025 · 874 words
CareerThe Day We Walked Into a Curse
About friendship, pride, and a cursed fort
October 13, 2025 · 802 words
Mental HealthHow to Survive a Spiritual Awakening Without Becoming Insufferable
Lessons from My Third Eye, Now Available in HD
October 13, 2025 · 705 words
LoveOh, You, the Wrapped One
When you are called from your hiding.
October 2, 2025 · 839 words
GodPTSD Disguised as Scripture
On how trauma is retold until it becomes prophecy, and why survival has always needed stories.
September 21, 2025 · 800 words
TravelThe Geometry of Madness
Why Delhi’s railway station, like the Nazca lines, proves chaos is just precision we can’t yet understand.
September 18, 2025 · 775 words
HumorMe vs. Jupiter
A gas giant spins on hydrogen; I spin on trauma. Both of us storms, just wrapped differently.
September 12, 2025 · 831 words
HumorAn Obituary for the Man Who Carried Too Much. My Tau Mamu
A tribute to my favorite guy: Tau mamu filled my childhood with mangoes, laughter, and safety, yet fought a silent war that ended in…
September 3, 2025 · 603 words
LoveGod, Take My Imagination and Burn It — Finally
The first time in history, Romeo and Juliet lived happily ever after. Separately. The only thing that died was their love. Here’s Part 1…
August 28, 2025 · 507 words
DreamsThe Book I’ll Never Read
A lost novel written in my sleep, stolen by pills, guarded by a cat, and preserved only in another universe.
August 25, 2025 · 1,373 words
LoveHow We Staged a Love Story in Maths Tuition
Maths: zero. Gossip algebra: full marks.
August 21, 2025 · 395 words
GriefHow to Look Functional While Falling Apart
From leaky ACs to butt-dialing your ex, here’s how to spin chaos into competence . One mop, one necklace, and one lie at a time.
August 16, 2025 · 457 words
GriefThe Ghost and I Finally Slept
On letting grief in, and finding compassion where I least expected it
August 11, 2025 · 855 words
MotherhoodBitter Leaves, Sweet Memories
The Neem Tree —From punishment stick to parrot’s grave, it held more of my childhood than any diary could.
August 8, 2025 · 1,057 words
FamilyA Tribute to Jafri Uncle
Syed Naqi Husain Jafri was one of those men, not just for me, but for so many of the little kids who have now grown into adults. He…
July 25, 2025 · 334 words
LoveIf I Forgive Myself, Will the Girl in Me Be Free?
Some girls are not lost. They’re just quiet while remembering who they were before the world told them to shrink.
July 24, 2025 · 1,061 words
DivorceA Eulogy for My Overthinking Friend
If you’ve ever judged someone’s behavior without wondering what their brain might be battling, pause.