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April 21, 2026 · 786 words
PhilosophyChor Bakr: The City of the Dead
It was here that something in me felt most alive
April 14, 2026 · 592 words
TravelA Practical Guide to Visiting the Country You Were Born In
With special focus on locating places that no longer exist
March 25, 2026 · 732 words
CatsSome Nights, I Rehearse Telling You I’m Afraid of the Dark
A life continues in small, precise ways after the person it was built with leaves
March 23, 2026 · 2,291 words
MotherhoodWhat We Brought With Us
It happened slowly.
March 7, 2026 · 1,456 words
PhilosophyThe Stranger at the Oasis
Familiarity has a price. Yet living without it has a cost.
March 6, 2026 · 647 words
HumorThe Only Thing That Didn’t Change
Fifteen years later, we met at an airport.
March 3, 2026 · 953 words
MotherhoodThe Cab Driver Who Had a 30-Year Plan
A cab driver with no radio had a clearer future than I did.
February 20, 2026 · 1,222 words
LoveFebruary Is the Only Month That Doesn’t Ask Me to Fix My Life
A month of exams, first love, first loss, first job and the strange warmth that makes all of it return every year.
February 17, 2026 · 628 words
PhilosophySome People Don’t Come Back. They Just Continue Inside You.
The brain doesn’t hold on to people. It builds pathways around them.
February 17, 2026 · 699 words
PhilosophyYour Personality Is Just a Survival Strategy
The traits you call “who you are” may be adaptations you never realized you outgrew.
February 13, 2026 · 767 words
CareerHumans Are the Only Animal That Knows It Will Die
And this changes how we live
February 4, 2026 · 1,097 words
PhilosophyPost-Expectation Delirium
When Meaning Doesn’t Arrive
February 4, 2026 · 693 words
TravelThe Light That Traveled Billions of Years to Die in My Eyes
“Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder” explained through physics
January 12, 2026 · 574 words
TravelTomorrow, the city will wake up and keep moving, Eight people will not.
Because they do not have what I am wrapped in.
January 6, 2026 · 889 words
GodFree Will Is a Lot Like Chess (And I’m Bad at Both).
On choice, constraint, and why some moves can’t be taken back.
December 12, 2025 · 588 words
TravelMy Issue With Ghosts
Entities with unlimited powers and zero output.
December 11, 2025 · 1,109 words
TravelA Pilgrimage Back to Earth
In the barren stillness of South Africa, I learned why some appear “mad,” and others appear “whole.”
December 9, 2025 · 964 words
CareerAnnual Performance Review in December
My DNA Is 70% Human, 20% Hibernating Bear and I am still figuring remaining 10%
December 5, 2025 · 1,017 words
Mental HealthWhy Overthinkers Would Survive the Apocalypse
And make even the zombies reconsider their life choices.
December 4, 2025 · 1,168 words
LovePremature Enlightenment: A Philosophy of Unhinged Decisions
A field guide to waking up, choosing yourself, and not going to jail.
November 20, 2025 · 1,034 words
PhilosophyBedtime Story
A scientifically accurate breakdown of why your “random” life is actually just physics showing off, hopefully will make you go to sleep.
November 19, 2025 · 922 words
LovePompeii, and the Version of Me That Stayed Behind
When life moves on, but a part of you remains frozen in the moment everything changed.
November 17, 2025 · 2,073 words
FaithA Temple in Langkawi and the Stick Number 99
On friendship, fate, fortune sticks, and learning to accept something good.
November 14, 2025 · 779 words
MotherhoodThe Guava Tree That Grew Up With Me
Childhood was Green.
October 28, 2025 · 1,538 words
TravelJeeti Raho
She once left home as a bride. Now she returns as a shadow.
October 18, 2025 · 874 words
CareerThe Day We Walked Into a Curse
About friendship, pride, and a cursed fort
October 15, 2025 · 515 words
CareerEverything’s Fine, Except Everything
Some days I’m not breaking down, just slowly dissolving into fluorescent light.
October 14, 2025 · 890 words
GodEntropy, Served with Kachori
Delhi, the cosmos, and the holy pauses hidden inside the noise
October 5, 2025 · 1,042 words
HumorAthena’s Curse, Medusa’s Tears, and Every Woman’s Story
Where women’s vulnerability became their punishment, and their punishment became their legacy.
September 24, 2025 · 797 words
FamilyGood Girls and Their Monsters
Every time women swallow anger, they grow a new beast inside them.
September 21, 2025 · 800 words
TravelThe Geometry of Madness
Why Delhi’s railway station, like the Nazca lines, proves chaos is just precision we can’t yet understand.
September 18, 2025 · 1,240 words
FamilyWhere the Lanes Still Remember Us
A mosque and adjoining graveyard in a quiet village.
September 12, 2025 · 926 words
CareerFolding Paper, Breaking Heads, and Finding My First Mentor
A twenty-one-year-old in an orange shirt, and no elevator knowledge walks into her first corporate interview in an elevator company.
September 11, 2025 · 521 words
HumorThe Ghost of Belonging
The dead don’t haunt houses. They haunt bedsheets, teacups, playlists, and perfume counters.
September 10, 2025 · 608 words
LoveCongratulations! You’ve Won Trauma for Life
Love-bombing feels less romance and more a spam text: Congratulations! You’ve won trauma for life. And yes, I clicked.
August 29, 2025 · 845 words
PhilosophyAffirmations
Motivational Band-Aids slapped on bullet wounds, or the play I rehearse every morning.
August 27, 2025 · 803 words
CareerThe Mirage and the Matchbox: Part 4
If you have not read parts before these, well, let it be now.
August 26, 2025 · 565 words
CareerThe Mirage and the Matchbox: Part 3
This is Part 3 of a four-part memoir series about my first months in the UAE. here’s Part 1 and Part 2
August 24, 2025 · 1,272 words
DivorceThe Mirage and the Matchbox: Part 2
This is Part 2 of a four-part memoir series about my first months in UAE. Part 1 is here
August 22, 2025 · 1,303 words
DivorceThe Mirage and the Matchbox — Part 1
It was the first time I was traveling abroad. I had recently gotten married, and my husband had gone ahead.
August 19, 2025 · 521 words
HumorWhen Life is a Joke, Add Your Own Punchline
Not everything is survived with candles and breathing exercises. Sometimes you just need to tape stamps to a broken window and laugh
August 17, 2025 · 763 words
DreamsJD on the Rocks, LIIT in a Coke Bottle
I almost made it into a Netflix true-crime doc, but at least I found freedom from my own ghosts.
August 1, 2025 · 385 words
FamilyGod, Take My Imagination and Burn It — Part 1
Weekly continuation on A Study in Delulu
August 1, 2025 · 480 words
GodThoughts from a Very Ordinary Day
Mercury retrograde. Murphy’s law. Me.